Yet today, I'm still eager to find something that always crushing me from the start. I always thinking what I have to find from that something? Sometimes I don't know what I'm doing just because I'm using my gut feeling and not to think about the consequence from the thing that I did. Yeah, life is hard but people would never know what I really through all of my life because history will never fade from me. Experience differs one another and the difficulty also differs one another. We never know the situation unless we also go through the same situation. Sympathy will not be the same with empathy.
World is never easy. It always has it's challenge and the challenge is differs depends how strong the man/woman is. As you know the truth along the way, you realized that sometimes silence is the best way to avoid most of the bad situation. Perhaps it's true that the mind cannot control the heart because the heart has the desire or we called lust. That's why human is one of the best creation that Allah create. Having affections an other human or anything that he/she desired. The affection of exploring what's new and trying to do something stupid or trying to get things. Human will never satisfies on things that they get. Eventually, they will try and try until they satisfied only at that time, because desire is not last forever as desire could fade through time.
Bye.
